I wish I smoked weed sometimes....

Ummm... today was just not my day. Nothing went right except that I can now breathe thru my nose. No really, that was the highlight....

I'll probably cry a lil more before I go to bed. I feel it trying to creep up. Shit. Thats why I went to sleep in the first place.

So I OWE Bowie money.... can't figure out why. They didn't give me the same loan amount from last semester. WTF?! If its not one thing... its another. I don't think I'ma be able to do the job I applied for if they put me in one of the dorms.. Blower. I really needed that.

Her death JUST hit me today in the midst of everything going wrong and me being without much sleep. Thats why I was crying... I was runnin' tho.. man. I was runnin' from it and I just couldn't run anymore. Just... counldn't do it.