They had taken me from
Taking time out for me to
Barely able to breathe cuz
I'm just....
That hurt.
And when the curtains pulled and
The show was over and
I found myself standing in love
All by myself
I had lost.... pieces
Of myself.
And acquired.... pieces
Of someone else....
Just really wanted to be put back together cuz...
I didn't think I was strong enough to do it
By myself.
Kept thinking if I prayed hard enough
Somone else would do it for me,
God would have to send me my angel.
This was more than being lonely.
Taking time out for me to
Barely able to breathe cuz
I'm just....
That hurt.
And when the curtains pulled and
The show was over and
I found myself standing in love
All by myself
I had lost.... pieces
Of myself.
And acquired.... pieces
Of someone else....
Just really wanted to be put back together cuz...
I didn't think I was strong enough to do it
By myself.
Kept thinking if I prayed hard enough
Somone else would do it for me,
God would have to send me my angel.
This was more than being lonely.
As soon as I realized
Just how much she meant to me,
I kept thinking...
"My healing is all on ME"
Cuz I can't be the reason WE don't flourish...
I see people slippin' and
Fallin in love... but
I just want to see God in her
Loving her "just because"...
So when I try to make that list of reasons
My hand cramps up
And I run out of ink and.. paper
Then I ask Him if I can just
Borrow a little of His sky and a few clouds
I tell Him to save me some raindrops,
Cuz there won't always be good days but....
Even her tears are beautiful...
I ask Him for self-understanding because...
Well...
She's more like me than anyone I've ever met
And loving her.... just feels like loving myself....
So much so that
Loving me, feels better than its ever felt
And now that I've seen her strength I
Have faith in my own.
Still...
My past makes it a struggle
And I'm sorry...
Cuz its always going to be hard
Trying to love like no one's ever hurt me.
My past makes it a struggle
And I'm sorry...
Cuz its always going to be hard
Trying to love like no one's ever hurt me.